I'm writing after so long mostly for my own record or someone who might be reading.. After moving to NY and undergoing so many changes I realize that going full circle is about being gently reminded. Reminded that no matter who or how you think you are, that most of what we do and experience on a daily basis is out of our control. Any moment we may be swept off our feet finding ourselves enveloped in a great adventure or challenge. We might find a spark of inspiration or love in a moment. So though life may deliver chaos it is often best to not respond so quickly until we see where it leads us.
There is a gentle reminder in life that we will keep repeating the same events, challenges and circumstances until we learn from and grow beyond them. Take a moment and realize that all your life's events create a chain where each moment links to another revealing something grander and more interconnected than we see at first. When we understand this we can easily see that along with patterns and interconnectedness in life comes purpose; mathematical meaning. All the things that happen, all the people in your life have a meaning, but you have to discover it. Meaning and purpose don't have value if not unlocked. It's up to us to discover the meaning of people and events in our lives and access that potential. Stop seeing things as just things, problems as problems. Realize that all people and things are so much more.
I know who I am, deep to my bones and beyond. I'm a catalyst. I help people become unstuck, yet rooted. I create circulation where there is none and find the reasons where there seems to be none. I find use for the barren and unused soil in our minds to produce results with the seeds of our thinking.
